20/05/08
woke up at 5.30 then called dear. she was awake already luh. haha. then after that had breakfast, read newspaper then sat down to msg dear. was msging as fast as i could cause dear was going to leave for camp le. so wanted to sms her as much as i could before she left. hehe. then smsed till about 6.45? then i left for school le. and dear didnt reply cause she didnt bring her phone to camp. then reached school and slacked. then after a while saw dear walking into school with meimei and a few other girls. wanted to shout to her luh. but decided not to. hehe. then after that assembly, then the sec 4s and 5s left first. cause mr su wanted to talk to the rest of the students. then had chinese lesson in class. then study half way, had an idea. decided to msg len. lol. then was shocked that she replied cause didnt think she would bring her phone. then asked her if can say hi to dear anot then she helped me say hi. haha. then when i asked her to let dear use her phone msg me awhile she say can. got a shock sia. lol. but suai luh. they were going thru customs soon so couldnt use phone. then dear used dunno who de hp lai msg wo. then chatted with her for a while. was good to msg her again. haha. then after that she had to go thru immigrations le so couldnt msg le. sad sia. then after school went home le. played com and slept at 11pm. woke up at 1.35am then couldnt sleep till 2am.

21/05/08
woke up at 5.35am. then i dialed dear number into my phone. then wanted to call her. then realised she went camp le. lol. not used to it sia. =[ then ate breakfast, read newspaper and then went to school le. reached school liao. the usual gang de ppl all looking at me. then jl ask me dun sad. lol. then angella asked me 'happy leh?' then i gave her a sad face. lol. hmm. then had chinese lesson till recess. was starving lo. then after recess had mrs thong de chemistry lesson. had it at the library cause she wanted us to do TLLM on Air pollution. the topic is damn chim la. how to find out the formation of lead which causes the formation of particulates like dust and smoke, with only old books in the library? couldnt use internet cause the room was locked and mdm lalitha duno go where le. so we were stuck with the v v old books. lol. but to be fair, some were of use luh. hehe. then doing research half way, mr su came on to the PA system and said the school will be released at 12.50 cause to assembly. everyone was cheering luh. haha. after that jiu stayed with the ppl in the library for like half an hour then went home le. played com then studied till 11pm. then rolled around in bed till 1am then fell asleep.

22/05/08
woke up at 5.36am. somehow, cant wake up at 5.30am without dear in singapore luh. lol. did the usual stuff then left for school. was damn high today cause dear was gonna be back. then went to school.. was shouting "6 MORE HOURS TILL SHE GETS BACK!" lol. then the sec 5s were looking at me like what luh. =X then had assembly then went to class to have chinese. then during chinese lesson was counting down the hours luh. then after that had physics where we did our MYE de corrections then had free period for CME cause mdm huzaimah didnt come. think she doesn't like our class. almost every thurs take leave. lol. then i went to find yt after school cause we agreed to find mr tan about the camp thing. then i went down to foyer to wait for him while he had his oral. was looking around for dear but couldnt find her. lol. after yt finished we went to find mr tan tgtr. then talked for like an hour before we went off. then me and yt went to cut hair at two way. thomas resigned liao. yc on leave. bo bian let hazel cut. she cut till like shit luh. so bloody short. then yt one also. lol. then v sian. but have to cut cause if dun cut, cheong wun release our report book. lol. after that went home and bathe and smsed dear till 11 where i fell asleep. lol.

23/05/08
woke up at 5.30am today. did the usual stuff then had a hard time trying to style my hair. lol. totally duno how to style la. esp my fringe. so short! then anyhow style jiu left the house le. then walked to the BS. then waited for quite long. 'eh? why the bus so long ah?' then started to think about other things. then think till 'EH! TODAY MUST WEAR HALF U AND BRING A RAG RIGHT?' then i looked at my watch. 7.30am. wah. siao liao! then after that ran home and changed. then mummy was looking at me rush. then change liao, before i left, i sprayed my hair again. lol. then mummy laugh till cant stop cause i late le still care about my hair. lol. then after that rushed down to BS again. that was 7.40am le. then i saw andrew. he was wearing PE. then he say he dun care. lol. then took bus to school and reached school at like 7.50am. then went up to class. then talked to lihui about the camp. then after that had chinese lesson. was quite slack luh. did comprehension. then after that went to find mr su about camp de thing. dun wanna talk about it. freaking pissed. then after that went to find dear. we slacked at 431 for like an hour or more? damn long luh. then after that went to eat lunch at the nearby coffe shop. think is 429? then went back to 431 to slack. lol. cause really dunno where to go. then gave her her present and dear gave me mine. haha. her keychain is damn nice la! like jigsaw puzzle. haha. thanks dear for your present. after that went home online and started ranting to almost everyone on my contact list about the camp. lol. and what dear said was true. my eyebags are damn obvious. lol. can fight with her liao. =X



dear, it has been exactly one month since we got together. it's not a very long period, but i've learnt a lot from it. you know, in my past few relationships, we couldn't even last a month. we would have lost our feelings for each other at the start of the 4th week. i know it's nothing but dear, it means a lot to me. we've experienced the sweet and the bitter over the span of one month. and i really appreciate and treasure you cause you've been there for me all the time. there was never once where i felt neglected or lost. when my classmates or anyone know that i'm down or moodless, all they have to do is ask: "cannot be like that. must be HAPPY!" with emphasis on "happy" and i'd be smiling very broadly already. Just your name brings a smile to my face. Just imagine what your love can do.(: dear, although i seem a bit bo chup about us, but i really do care. a lot. so much so that i lost sleep when you went for camp. hope that this will be only the first anniversary that we have, out of the many more that are to come. i'm so in love with you, dear. I love you. Happy 1st month anniversary.(: