woke up at 5.30am then msged dear and went to bathe. finished bathing and found that she didnt reply. thought she not having breakfast today and would sleep till 6.10.am then suddenly, her msg came in at about 5.45 saying that she woke up late. :P i didnt want to call her when she didnt reply at first cause i thought she not having breakfast. but she actually was. so she overslept. haha. my bad. :P had breakfast, read newspaper, and went off to school. reached school and rmbred that miss shamsiah wasn't gonna give trigo de formula. was damn pissed la. even o levels also got give, she die also dun want give. was so angry that when she drove thru the school gate, i cursed damn loudly "CRASH LA!" =X and everyone was laughing luh. didnt mean it anyway. haha. but really la.. O level also got give.. we memorise for what? must save space for other things ma.. anyway, mr ooi didnt do his routine spot check today. must be busy doing something inside. :D flag raising, then went back to class for a math test. a math test was quite okay la.. considering it was without formulas. then went down to ava for mrs gill's SS lesson. she was damn good and understanding. she knew that we had english exam today and let us study for english during both her periods even though our SS exam is this fri. thanks mrs gill. =D had english which was quite okay.. she made us write all the alternative words for commonly used words.. like walked up can replaced by sauntered up. was quite cool. haha. then had recess. had fried rice again. =]

then went back to class for english exam. it was paper 1. wrote a compo on an incident when i learnt the importance of punctuality. then wrote about being late for O levels exam. really had no brain juice to think about anything else liao. was quite shagged. then had formal letter writing to a teacher on a proposal of a job attachment during the 4-week holiday. had to choose between IT sales and being a nursing aide. chose nursing aide cause easier to write. =X was kinda weird.. cause i was quite out of ideas and was writing my compo damn slowly.. but was VERY slack during the exam.. but could finish on time. weirdest thing was hao teng commented after the paper that i wrote damn fast. it was only.. 1/2 of my usual speed? yeah. haha. sucky topic luh. haha. then went downstairs and saw YT. YT say he want find the P about the camp days. so wanted to accompany him. then was told he was having meeting. after meeting, got contact time. so we waited for nothing. in the end we saw mr su and we went to find him. he promised he will find out the 'free' days for us to hold our camp. so will be 'patiently' waiting for him. then msged dear and went to find her at 1st fuhua busstop. slacked at the bus stop for like.. half an hour? and then walked her to 431 there slack for about an hour.. went to drink also. she keep insisting on paying me la. =[ dear, first and last time kay? haha. then we walked to the busstop and chatted. missed one bus cause it was 'crowded' then took the next one. reached home, and msged dear. dear poor thing luh. weather so hot, still have to go down buy food for her siblings.. must sayang her even more more more more more liao. =D

dear, tml is 1st of may le. and my mind has been made up since day one. i love you.

woke up and msged dear as usual, but didnt get a reply after 5 mins. was going to call her when she replied. she said she was awake le. so i went to bathe. then had breakfast, styled hair then went to read newspapers. was msging dear all along. =] then took sis's car to school and studied a math for awhile. then had PE. played captain's ball and my group won 17-15. was freaking tired when PE ended. never played till so hard before. =P then went to change and had english lesson. totally dun understand what she's teaching us. it seems very wrong and very different from what mrs rethinam taught us. and i'm gonna follow mrs rethinam's letter-writing format and stuff. mrs grewal's one doesnt feel, look or seem right. can feel that my standard of english has dropped since she started teaching me. lots of people also starting to dislike her already. had physics after english and mr su took over the 2 periods cause mr ooi had something on. he solved 3 difficult questions for us. mr ooi has been chasing us for the answers since last year. =X then it was during english that i started to become sad.. cause i started thinking of stupid things. :P

had recess, ate fried rice again, still sad, and had a math test. a math test cannot tahan le, then started to cry. but had to stop quickly cause i know sze hern and sharmilee sure see one. haha. then had chinese. mdm yap didn't come so mr chin came to relief us. we did chinese five year series and this is the first time i did all the questions myself (other than in exams). =P was still emo-ing then. then read dear's msg and became okay after that. was quite high also. =X had physics (mr ooi) straight after school till about.. 2.50. then chatted with wj they all till about 2.55. then went to bus stop. and i saw andrew. so i just walked straight to him sitting at the first bench. then msged her. THEN SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS AT THE SAME BUS STOP. LOL. i old le.. cannot see properly. =P then andrew went up the bus while i walked her home. spent about an hour? at blk 431. haha. then she sent me to the bus stop and i took the bus back.

DEAR, I WILL NOT BUY CHOCOLATES AND CANDIES BUT I WILL BUY EVERYTHING ELSE! =D
I WIN LE!

mummy woke me up this morning at 5.30am. was still abit tired. then msg-ed dear and went to bathe. surprisingly, she was up le. she was up at 5.20am to revise for chinese exam today. poor her luh. at night already sleep at 10.45pm+ then must wake up at 5.20am.. =( went to eat after bathing, was msging dear all the while.(: then left for school in sis's car. reached school at like.. 7am? was a little early today. then had English lesson. but it was more of a free period because she let us study. went down to chem lab for lesson in the 2nd period. at first, they said chinese exam in the hall. but we went up, the tables totally weren't in place yet. so went back to class. think wrong info was given to our teachers. :P then waited in class for the invigilator to come. she was late by like.. 10mins? yeah. was pretty pissed. paper 2 was first, and i could not understand most of it la =( then anyhow do. luckily, the rest also duno how to do. if not i sure die le. =P went downstairs for break at 1040, and ate fried rice then went up to class. saw dear's msg and she said that she was going down to the canteen. just nice, kh and lh were going down to canteen to get drinks so i followed them. but didn't see dear =( BUT I SAW AQILAH(think its her =X) and zoey looking at me and talking to each other as i walked pass. they laughed luh. duno if they know me and kx stead. maybe they found out le. =X went back to class, had chinese paper 1. did Q2, which was a complaint letter to the Police for loanshark harrassment, and Q5, which was a newspaper report on 63% of youngsters using too much of the net.(i contribute to the 63% =X).

msged dear and went to the canteen COPY biology hmwk in the canteen. copied till 2pm, then went for bio. she went through bio paper and a other schools de specimen paper. ended at 4, and called dear. wanted to ask her where she is. but she didnt answer =X then went to busstop with weijie, saf and irfan cause they were waiting for jy they all to come back from IMM. then dear called me and told me shes at mac. went to find her. =P then stood there and talked to her. then actually wanted to go chinese garden(ZX meimei recommend de) but then so hot, didn't want dear to get sunburnt =X so i walked her home, and we stood under the void deck talking again. talked till missed 2nd bus then she walked me to bus stop then i took bus and left her. just love spending time with dear luh, no matter how short the duration may be. just seeing her makes my day. =] i love you dear. sorry for making you cry yesterday because of my msg! :P and i will not let u see me cry de. haha =P

love you dear.
endlessly.

26/04/08
woke up at 9am today, and saw dear's msg. haha. replied her, went to wash up, and eat. then went online, chatted with her till 10am and i went for tuition. revised trigonometry today. it's the topic i hate the most. but it seems not as bad now. :) finished tuition, and saw dear's msg that she didn't want to go jp anymore. so i stayed at home to watch tv and play com. wanted to revise my work but was lazy. =X even dear said so. haha. then called my sis at 2pm.. she and mummy left for vivo when i was halfway into tuition, and i wanted to join them if i couldn't meet dear. so i called them at 2. and they said they were coming back already. they were damn bored there. haha. so i continued msging dear till like... 5+ then left for dinner at British Club with sis, sis's bf and mummy. had indian food. msged dear and she didn't reply. then went home and msged one more time, she didnt reply. i thought she was angry at me. haha. then saw meimei online and asked her.. she said she called dear also she nv pick up.. so she was probably asleep le. used com till about 11pm, then slept.

27/04/08
woke up at 10+am and just nice dear msged me. replied her, and went to wash up and wanted to eat breakfast, but there was totally nothing at home. =( so maid went down to buy food for the whole family. damn hungry now. :P will TRY to study later after tuition.. exam starts tomorrow. am damn afraid if a math, chi, chemistry. if fail, how ah? =( dear, must jia you too, k? ily. and i won't let this relationship affect our results de. will love you forever.
there is forever love de. and it's from me to you. :) i love you, dear. jiayou for your exams!

went to school as usual, and before flag raising, saw mr su walking into the canteen with an electric shaver.. the kind which those barbers use... was kinda scary.. haha.
and after flag-raising, got warned by ms cheong for my hair. so decided to cut it after school. got scolded by miss shamsiah for not bringing the math set. she asked those who didnt bring to stand up. 3/4 of the class stood up. including me. =D so she made us copy all the math formulas we have learnt so far. had physics after recess. it was damn fun. he gave each of us a piece of paper and taught us how to fold it into a 8-page booklet. drew lenses on it as a form of revision. had CME test(which was pretty lame, IMO) and then had math test. went to the playground to find dear. thanks dear for waiting for me for so long. she wanted to get science assessment books, so we walked over to the bookshop across the road. but the volume that she wanted wasn't in stock. at first, she wanted to walk with me till i'm halfway home, but didnt let her. :P instead, i walked her home, holding hands, and chatting with her. stayed with her till about 6, and then went to two way to get a haircut. then went home after that. will be revising bio for the test tml. still trying to recall how to go to her house.all the blocks look the same! hope i won't get lost next time. =]
dear, i want you to know that i'll always be there for you, and i love you alot. hope i'll be able to finish school earlier next time and pei you more often. love you!

happiest day of my life.

hitched a ride in sis's car today. was quite late because of the jam caused by the cars turning into shuqun primary. got into school, and studied SS. was told by ms cheong to shave my side burn. haha. had a math which was pretty boring, then had SS test. which i got 10/12 for.(had the test at 3rd period, and she returned the papers at like.. 8th period. pro right?) so i'm pretty happy with that. had recess with irfan and wei jie. then had chemistry. forgot to bring my workbook and i had to copy all the answers in my foolscap paper. it's damn messy la. =X went back to class to put my bag before going for assembly, and i checked my phone. there were 2 messages, and one of them caused a turning point in my life. she gave me an answer, and the answer was what i was hoping for. =) so, yeah. was literally screaming in the class. the girls looked at me funny but i didn't care. haha. couldn't contain my excitement. went for assembly, then went to AVA theatre straight away for geog. mdm vani went through geog test, which i got 13/25 for. =( slacked around in school after that and then went home. was smiling all the way home. =D


dear, I LOVE YOU!